im not strong anymore -.-''

wanna cry...

there is someting that make me hurt a lot

it's hard to explain what im feeling rite now

i need time to get over all of these

i need time to forget all things that make me hurt

i need time to ignore everything in my past

im not a super duper gurl that can hepy all the time

like everything is oke even when im alone

i cant T_T

that make me hurt a lot...

i need someone to be my side

to lend his or her ear

and share all of these wif me

listen to every single word that i wanna share

once, cikgu norazah said to me

''awak kene cerite, luah sume nie kat sumone yang awak percaye

kalau bukan saye, mungkin kawan awak

at least awak kene luahkan

awak taleh pendam sume nie

kalau awak pendam2, lame lame bende nie bole jadi barah dalam hati awak

hati awak taleh tenang

and kalau awak pendam, lame lame bole jadi kes gile taw, rabiatul
masalahnye awak nie suke pendam pendam''

cikgu, i noe that

i noe
 thanx cikgu coz understand me
hurm
sumtime, when i share sumthing with sumone
i always keep thinking
''aku nie nyusahkan orang je keje. stop do it atul !''

so that make hard to story or share anything wif others
and this feeling is so hard
really hard T_____________T
im gonna sick with all of these
gonna die -.-''


now
aku rase dea da berubah
dea terlalu busy dengan assignment sampai ignorekan aku
aku tawuu kat sane ramai gurl pandai pandai
more adorable, but i realy need sumone :'(
i wish sombody can understand what im feeling rite now
but unfortunately, there isn't :'(
so am i alone now ? T______T







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lavenderever
xoxo